Another Little Boy, Another Big Diagnosis

On one hand, I cannot believe I am about to write this post.  On the other hand, I knew it was just a matter of time.

We had a medical evaluation for A yesterday.  I am numb with pain.  I am gripped by fear.  I am angry at God.

I am a mom to two boys with an Autism Spectrum Disorder.

Alex is only 20 months old.  Due to his age,  the evaluation team decided to use what is called the DC: 0-3, for children birth to three years old, instead of the DSM-IV criteria for ASD diagnosis.   Alex was diagnosed with Multi-System Developmental Disorder (MSDD).

MSDD is considered a “crosswalk” diagnosis to Autism and PDD-NOS. Had he been a little older, the psychologist said she would have diagnosed him with PDD-NOS.  We have to have him reevaluated in one year at which time they will determine how he will qualify under the DSM for an ASD diagnosis.  As A matures and we are better able to understand him, his diagnosis will be changed to either PDD-NOS or Asperger Syndrome.

I am happy to have some answers, but heartbroken to know his life is not easy and won’t ever be easy. I knew that, but it is just so definite now. It is a lot to take in.  It is just so unfair.

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